I’m Only F**king Myself

I’m Only F**king Myself

Lola Young

By Lola Young

Songs

Bopdrops of this album

maya

@_mayabutt

police and immigration services in italy fucking stink, a bit fat fuck you to the security guard who kept yelling at me and being aggressive af you’re a prick

Recently went through a delusional crush phase (again) and this describes perfectly that feeling of trying to sober up from the love high metaphorically or literally. Sitting all day accepting it’s not what you drew in your head, “spending all day wishing the day was over”, knowing you should be “over it” but the tail end of the feelings are still there. The trying to get your feelings to cooperate with your brain. and just trying to find the energy to just move past it or do ANYTHING. It’s a rough and not talked about timeframe in terms of relationship trauma cycle but I feel Lola does a spectacular job of explaining it without sounding to emo but still vulnerable