GUYS ended up calling in for that double I had signed up for but it’s not really a double bc it’s my second job haha that I work on my days off anyways it would’ve been after my actual full time job BUT ANYWAYS went on a date w this man who has been trying to take me out and it was actually so much fun but then I saw him yesterday too and got hit w some fkn anxiety in public and lowkey fumbled the day but today we are doing a redo and hopefully I’ll be okay this time around. I do feel better today than I did yesterday so I think I have the all clear. ANYWAYS also ended “things” w old pookie and he deadass is like oh do u have any plans this weekend? like bruh not u leaving me on delivered for a whole day when we were supposed to see each other to talk over things but I was gonna cancel anyways BUT still! anyways these hoes ain’t loyal and wtf is wrong w them they can be so weird ngl
I’ve recently been debating on changing my name bc I’ve grown unsatisfied with Liz. I have a note of a few that I’ve thought of but so far I’ve been skeptical of them bc they still seem too feminine… but that being said, last night I had a dream that I was having a conversation with some random woman, & introduced myself as my new name that I’d decided… idk if I should take that as a sign or not lmao
