realistically i know my friends wouldn’t be disturbed or think of me any differently if i just came out to them, and the longer i wait the more difficult it becomes, but also i know something Might change; how they see me, how they interpret my actions even though i mean notjing more, and i Hate that!! i hate being seen differently!! also i don’t want to tell it in front of Everyone because while i don’t mind everyone knowing i do want to do it more comfortably and in a smaller group but tben if i do tell someone with jsut me and them is it weird?? are they gonna think i’m specifically telling them for some reason??? ugh it’s too complicated…. this is all that i was wondering while spaced out at brunch with my friends yesterday
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it’s not looking too good for looble rn…. i hope that if they can’t continue as a group they’ll still continue as solos or do something else bwcause i CAN’T lose them
sigh i’ve been at the badminton hall maybe five times this week and only once for my own training…. i’m tired of acting as a taxi for my brother especially when he insists on going to both morning and evening trainings almost daily
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we went to listen to a lecture in our english class today and it was so boring + it had nothing to do with english since it was more history/social studies type of lecture 🙄 also i fell asleep like thrice during it ( to be fair i did consciously close my eyes and try to sleep but i wasn’t actually expecting to fall asleep )
i think elliott smith is one of those artists that if you don’t like him i don’t like YOU
there’s so much i wanna say to my mom but at the same time i Don’t wanna see her at all right now…………………
