@alexa_lynelle
MORNING MEEKS my therapist told me this past week when I saw her that she’s proud of me. can’t stop thinking about the person I was when I first started seeing her compared to the person I am now and am becoming. I got teary eyed when she said that not going to lie, I guess I was used to just surviving every day of my life and I’ve transitioned to a life where I’m actually living and it feels weird. it feels like my life just started but I’ve been here for 23 years like what! anyways I’m also proud of myself for living the way I should. she also said I’m shaking hands with my future self which really blew my mind in a way bc I’ve never heard that before but it’s perfect for the way I’ve been feeling and thinking I suppose. haha sorry to get all deep but I hope yall are living your best lives and doing more than just surviving. if you are in a place where surviving is all you can do, then I’m proud of you and just know it won’t feel like that forever <3
