sometimes my brain js throws a tantrum out of nowhere then i’d gaslight myself im in a much better headspace now than yrs ago then i go for a 5km walk and notice little things like… a cafe w/ a cool name, a golden retriever running by, people out for a run, paddlers, lovers, and my fav part when strangers, girls like me, pause to watch and capture the sunset… then i remember an acquaintance mid yap say “wait lemme think what’s the point of my story again” and i realise i feel exactly what she felt back then as i type this
checked out bopdrop’s discord, felt like an alien. none of the 425 members seem familiar. either I havent scrolled enough or yall hiding behind aliases 🤔i mean, my un there is introjerk (don't even ask), I tried changing it to “mitochandria” sadly someone beat me to it.
also, whats up with IG? I deactivated my acc ages ago. yet my friends claim they've been messaging me. doesn't it just show “Instagram user” 🤔🤔 how they even doing that? am I tweaking?? anyways, if Bopdrop EVER reaches ppl ik irl, I PRAY they never find me here. but if they do, this app better have archive buttons by then, the same way we’ve been yearning for that feature to pick which part of a song we want to share
++ told em abt this app before, they didn't listen. now they just gotta wonder where I'm chilling, yapping my silly brain 🤪
was literally writing abt my grief then my friends dragged me out 🥲 lowkey needed that laughter after dreading a family member’s death. My ever iconic Tita, leaving in Women’s month ofc she had to give it a double entendre. She really humoured us to the very end.
Hoping im at least half as cool as her when I turn 75!!
DAY 02 #summerspiritweek 🐚🥥🤍
“BOI TOLO” & “15b” were both from the 🇧🇷playlist my friend made me. (bopdrop lore: her name’s Thaline!) honestlyyy, that entire playlist never fails to transport me to a tropical beach.
Also, how could I ever forget that one song that's been renting free in ma moind Zungguzungguguzungguzeng 🤪
575th post 🙀 best pic ive seen today, reminds me of a quote from a homily yrs ago… ‘I am what I am now because someone prayed for me’ 😌💞 still the most beautiful thing I've ever heard
+ this album’s not complete yet but no doubt it's gonna be one of my favourites
one day I’ll have my best friend back ❤️🩹 and I hope by then, hearts don’t break anymore like they did when they aren’t supposed to be broken in the first place, and even when they do, I just hope, I hope, that I will choose to be brave and embrace the versions of you that I ignored. I am so sorry for being so naive. You know who you are.
all this time im thinking we could never be a pair Oooh no I dont need you but I miss you come here and Oohh its hard to cya but I wish youuu were right here 🎶🦊🫶🏼
(heavy on I don't need u)
((heavier on imy come here))
(((heaviest on proving Tarot Lady wrong)))
I have always admired Monica Belluci. Watching her movie Malena, gave me so many insights. Beauty is not everything.
But what caught my attention was that I was allowed to think simultaneously with Renato’s point of view. I am delighted by the fact he acknowledged that among all the women he dated, there’s only one that will remain remarkable, Malena.
I am certain I am not explaining myself right but damn—I guess this song could do. Respectfully, of course.
valentine’s started off kinda lonesome 😔 just me, my exams, and a love life the universe couldn’t care less about. treated it like any other day, got halfway thru a book, then hit the lab which went pretty smooth. ffw my sister texted me to meet them at a Korean restaurant for my 4th yr of third-wheeling (guess Im their practice child 👩👩👦) lol ended up buying them gelato, but hey my Kendrick Lamar pants got some love 🫶🏼🥹
