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14/06/21 3:49 pm Spending the day working is not easy. I need coffee so I don’t fall into Morpheus' arms. The sun’s rays sneak in between the two half-closed shutters and remind me how much I miss a wonderful sunny afternoon.
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Bopdrops
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03/06/21 2:02 am There’s something I’ve always found intriguing. It’s the fact that when we’re sad we tend to listen to sad music. But why do we inflict this on ourselves ? Why do we want to put ourselves in a much worse emotional state ? Well, I think that deep down, we all need this sadness to be able to touch bottom and only be able to go up... or simply we just want to convince ourselves for a short while that we are the main character tortured of a movie :)
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09/10/21 6:46 pm Since I went to university, I’ve been listening to this incredible cover on the Paris metro that makes my trivial mornings so dramatic.
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05/06/21 0:49 am This morning seemed unreal today. I got up to go to class when a storm came to darken the sky. In a few minutes, this morning, which seemed so quiet, turned into an impressive downpour. Then came the storm. Lightning rumbling in the sky mingled with the music I listened to at lunch. If this morning seemed so unreal it is because watching a storm at lunch had never happened to me before. These two atmospheres, that of a morning and a storm, seemed not to be able to coexist. I had always associated the storm with a summer evening or a rainy afternoon but never with a quiet morning. I had the impression that this morning I had get up in another dimension. When I left for high school, there was no more lightning, no more rain and no more noise. As if there had never been a storm. I came to wonder if this storm had really taken place and if it was not just only the materialization of my fears of the end of the year...
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04/06/21 0:46 am We all want change, but when it comes, we finally realize how much we will miss the things we leave behind. The transition to adulthood made me understand that. The end of high school also made me understand that. Next year, a sort will be done naturally between my real friends and the simple friends passing by. But we must not see these losses as a tragedy but understand that some people are not meant to remain in the history of our lives. This may be hard to accept, but once you succeeded, you are freed from the terrible burden of nostalgia...
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06/06/21 0:47 am « There is a fundamental reason why we look at the sky with wonder and longing—for the same reason that we stand, hour after hour, gazing at the distant swell of the open ocean. There is something like an ancient wisdom, encoded and tucked away in our DNA, that knows its point of origin as surely as a salmonid knows its creek. Intellectually, we may not want to return there, but the genes know, and long for their origins—their home in the salty depths. But if the seas are our immediate source, the penultimate source is certainly the heavens. The spectacular truth is—and this is something that your DNA has known all along—the very atoms of your body—the iron, calcium, phosphorus, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, and on and on—were initially forged in long-dead stars. This is why, when you stand outside under a moonless, country sky, you feel some ineffable tugging at your innards. We are star stuff. Keep looking up. » - Neil deGrasse Tyson
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13/06/21 1:18 am SKINS (2007–2013): SEASON 3, EPISODE 6 - NAOMI - CATFLAP SCENE TRANSCRIPT 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠, 𝙉𝙖𝙤𝙢𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙀𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮’𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙤𝙧 EMILY: I'm not gonna open the door. My face is all puffy. I've been...crying a bit. NAOMI: I don't care. I do want someone. Need someone. You're right. EMILY: And ? NAOMI: And... when I'm with you, I feel like I'm a better person. I feel happier. Less...alone. Less lonely. 𝙀𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙥 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙉𝙖𝙤𝙢𝙞’𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 But it's not as simple as that, is it ? Being with someone. EMILY: Isn't it? NAOMI: No. I mean, I don't know. I mean, I don't think so. I mean... Can't we just sit like this... for a bit? EMILY: We can. For a bit.
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31/05/21 2:00 am Last year, I was listening to this music on a loop, so I wanted to share it with you. She deserves it ;)
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16/06/21 0:27 am SKINS (2007–2013): SEASON 3, EPISODE 10 - EFFY'S CHOICE SCENE TRANSCRIPT JJ: So, three boys, one girl. It's an insoluble equation, unless you choose. Then we can finally get back to our lives. COOK: Fuck all of you. Your Prince Charming made a bet on you said whoever wins the race gets to keep you. Classy? JJ: Effy, I didn't know. Cook, stay. 𝙅𝙅 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝘾𝙤𝙤𝙠 FREDDIE: What did you expect? You made this a game first. Remember that stupid fucking list? You made this happen. And it's all your fault this is all so fucked up. EFFY: I know. FREDDIE: You know? What sort of fucking answer's that? EFFY: The only one I've got. 𝙁𝙧𝙚𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙩 𝙀𝙛𝙛𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙧
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02/06/21 1:05 am Right now, I’m thinking a lot about the birthday party for my 18th birthday, which is just around the corner. On the one hand I want to do it to have incredible memories with my friends and have a good time. But on the other hand, the organization, the list of people invited or even the place of the party, all these parameters make the setting up of this anniversary much less pleasant and make me doubt my sincere motivation to organize it. But you’re only 18 once in a lifetime. I don't want to have any regrets. If there’s one thing I’m sure of, it’s that this music will be on the party’s playlist.
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07/06/21 11:59 pm Staying up late, listening to music, thinking about everything. This is what my night comes down to. If I stay up so late, it’s so that tomorrow takes time to arrive...
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28/05/21 2:16 am Today, I realized that summer is coming and that it announces the end of the year, the end of classes, the end of high school. I never thought I would be so nostalgic about that time. I only have a few weeks left in class. Just what it takes to get used to the idea that ... it's over ...
