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tomorrow afternoon, im planning on telling my therapist something ive been holding in for 13 years. something i thought id take to the grave. every now it will creep up on me but i have manage to suppress it long enough but since im moving away soon; i feel like maybe letting it out might give me some peace of mind. but im genuinely freaking out because im so scared and nervous about saying it out loud for the first time.
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im always exactly where i’m supposed to be #thankyouGOD 🩶
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my favorite “industry plant.”
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does gloria by kenderick gives of part two of love from damn or am i reaching
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before i arrived here in the states at five years old, i had to board a bus for nearly two days and during the ride i saw the ocean for the first time and near the ocean was large groups of vibrant flamingos. after fifteen years living here idk why now just now im having flashbacks of that memory as a dream. today was my fourth time of dreaming of that memory just under a month??
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wished i had listened to more music this year. all i have in my wrap are sad songs when i swore up and down i wasn’t depressed anymore. but im not. i think i just find comfort in songs that are parallel to my experiences
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why must everything im even slightly interested in consume every fiber of my being
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this month has felt so long. i don’t know what’s going on with me, I’ve been arguing with everyone, snapping at the people I say I care about the most, and i feel like I’ve lost all my patience. even when someone deserves to be called out, i just keep quiet. But lately? i haven’t been holding back at all. That’s not like me… or is it now. honestly don’t even know anymore.
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im still upset i accidentally deleted all my pics from Oregon trip because i thought i had the all backed up on my google photos. on top of that i didn’t have my iCloud backup on 😭
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life feels weird lately bc i genuinely didn’t expect to make it this far in life.
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april, may, and june are statistically the highest suicide rates each year. my cousin committed suicide on April 18, 2025. at first, i felt numb. no reaction. But this week, while working in the lab, it all hit me at once. i broke down in tears, shaking. i still can’t get rid of the image of seeing him hanging in his garage. PLEASE, check in on your people. show more compassion, be a little kinder and don’t isolate yourself.
