amuselia

amuselia

@dweeb64

Genres

Bopdrops

I wish we could pick the section of the song that plays!! This one gets better the longer it goes on

amuselia

@dweeb64

I’ve never seen myself living past 18. As it gets closer, I know that im running out of time. I know I can just not do it. But can I?

People don’t talk about how much dissociation affects your sense of self, it distroys all centainty of what you think you are, I’m constantly having an identity crisis , who am I? I don’t feel real. I’m in a battle with my gender, sexuality and even what I like , my hobbies and what to do when I grow old because to me I’m in a dream, a vessel that’s emtpy but still running .

I had to vacuum today It litteraly made me want to off myself Not in like “ew I hate chores their so boring way” but more of the “I always thought I was gonna be dead by the time I was an adult so doing basic tasks like vacuuming or showering loom as a reminder that because in a way I will HAVE to do this stuff, I cannot see myself being an adult, I will live in filth and struggle to keep myself afloat kind of way” Here’s a cool song xx