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picked up 3 extra shifts on top of what i’ve already picked up this week, not fuckin around man, i have bills to pay & OG ain’t doin it for me💃🏻 im honestly very nervous for school to start again & failure is my greatest fear 🙂↕️☝🏼
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my gay little heart fluttered today for the first time in a looooong time & i don’t know if i liked it😀☝🏼she is so pretty
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top 5 billie songs for me, personally. blessed i got to see it live but it hurts my soul that most people DONT KNOW IT.😔anyways i feel so grounded, motivated, and ready. for what? DONT KNOW DONT CARE that’s the mindset we’re keeping ladies and gays- stay ready u don’t have to get ready 💃🏻
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we’ve drifted and i guess we’re both too scared
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slowly dying
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found out i’m actively dying & on the brink of long-term hospitalization today by two cops showing up at my house to make sure i was still alive, which explains a looooot of things, including why i’ve dropped another 25 pounds in the last few months (thank god lowkey) BUT I ACED MY EXAAAAAAM 😛😛😛 what a day
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iiiii am so happy. hanging with my shortiesbesti friend & she’s amazing. going to another drag show tonight couldn’t smile more (i love you alyssa i just miss you LMAO)
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seeing the devil tonight, cherry on top
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living half the time w my shorty & it’s been beautiful. i love my people & i love my job & i will be ok!!!
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i think the only option nowadays is to just get out of here. like save as much as possible & then just leave. tired of pretending all is well & happy when actually i want to die! lol!
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HIIII BOPDROPPP 😛😛😛 missed yall. been sooooo busy, buuut we’re okay over here. practically boo’d up (wuuut), so happy there!! but my little 11.5 y/o frenchie soulmate baby boy winston is getting paralysis in his hind legs & can’t walk well at all anymore ): i don’t want him to get older take me INSTEAD
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feeling like dis today & that’s okay
