i was so awkward yesterday, i legit didn't know how to make conversation

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There is this communist french girl at my book club and she's supper pretttyy. Yesterday she was sitting across me and I kept accidentally making eye contact with her, and she with me. I was trying my hardest not to look but she's literally the first person i see when I look up, and where else was I supposed to look!!! What a tragedy this is. Lowkey though, and this is NOT me being delusional, I think she finds me cool and whimsical too. She had to leave earlier, and I was at that time away from the main group, and she specifically said goodbye to meee!! We never really exchanged words much but its the energy that feels so different.
bought four new books at once ๐ usually I try to get one at a time cuz what if I don't read any of it but I don't care!!! I haven't bought anything in ages and life is stressful. One of them is Kafkas cuz I have never read anything of his and I have been meaning to.
feeling tired, so much was learned today ๐
Its museumnacht today!! My city hosts once a year a day where all museums and art galleries are free to enter and are open till 2 am into the night, with each one hosting special and different programs. I usually go every year cuz its fun but im feeling so sick lately, I dont think I will be able to go tonight. This might be the curse of rah.
