Happy thanksgiving! Just found out my uncle who I was around btw, has covid! I hope he’s ok AND he was supposed to bring THE MAC AND CHEESE AND THATS THE ONLY THING I ACTUALLY LIKE AHHHHH but anyways I guess I’ll just starve all good! also I hate when people are like omg you’re so mysterious when they haven’t asked a single thing about me? Like I’m not mysterious you just only talk about yourself🥰 which is fine yay talk about you but don’t call me mysterious when you just don’t put effort in wanting to know me! ok that’s my little rant. Also someone take my phone I wouldn’t stop calling people and sending vms last night I WAS JUST RANTING LIKE A DUMMY but HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAYYYY
obsessed with linda perhacs and this album ALSO GUYS IT LITERALLY SNOWED SEVEN INCHES it has never done that in my area and everyone was walking down the street yelling like they’ve gone mad. It was super nice though and my dog absolutely loved the snow it was cute. I have been reading lots of japanese literary fiction, currently love banana yoshimoto ‘kitchen’ is a masterpiece. uh yeah that’s about it hope everyone is well!
THIS SONG IS SO AMAZING @narrowhaven i’m obsessed. today started off terribly but i think i’m good now. WATCHED ALL THE LIGHT WE CANNOT SEE which is one of my all time favorite books and it was so well done. i love werner pfennig. i’m also glad the ending wasn’t the same as the book so i can pretend it’s different now. i wrote a really long story about my childhood best friend who i had to move away from. she actually goes to school near me now but i’m too scared to reach out! ALSOOO AM I ENTERING MY CRUSH ERAAAA IDKKKK maybe a little tiny bit MAYBE. i also just saw an owl on the powerline and it looked terrifying. DID ANYONE GO THROUGH AN OWL PHASE IN SCHOOL OR WERE MY FRIENDS AND I JUST ODD LIKE WE HAD FRIENDSHIP NECKLACES WITH OWLS AND LIKE CLOTHES AND SWEATERS AND LITERALLY EVERYTHING i think we were just weird ok ranting but hope everyone is having a good november so far 🤎
it’s 1:30 in the morning and i can’t sleep yay! i’ve been listening to the 1975 sm recently and this song is just AHHHHHH ALSO GUYS i want a tattoo but it’s a bit odd. MAYBE OK SO LIKE a fig. or a fig branch. OK WAIT THE REASONING i used to pick figs for my grandfather in the summer before he passed so they remind me of him and also the fig tree quote by sylvia plath bc it quite literally changed my life uhhh ok so yeah probably gonna get that for my birthday possibly. anyways lately i’ve been like thinking about all the people i talked to when i was struggling so much mentally and i feel so bad. like i should’ve been better when i talked to them yk what i mean like it seems unfair that they got that version of me, maybe they would’ve liked me better if i was happier and not so sad all the time. i mean i think i’m in a much better headspace than i was a few months ago and i just appreciate that certain people were there when i needed them even if i can’t tell them that now.
watching love island season three and my eyes burn bc i just got mascara in them. today was so odd and OH YEAH I COMPLIMENTED THIS LADY THE OTHER DAY AT THE STORE I SAID I LOVE YOUR OUTFIT AND SHE WAS LIKE THANK YOU AND I WALKED PAST HER TO GET SOME FOOD FOR THE SIX PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY AND SHE WAS LIKE WOW THAT MUST BE GOOD HUH LIKE EXCUSE ME WHAT KINDA RUDE ACTUALLY
got bangs today + playing valorant + have a minor obsession with ken carson + getting my nails done wednesday and have no idea what i want (will probably just settle for a neutral color bc i can’t think) + gonna practice driving bc i am terrible + my brother is having four people over to stay the night for two days in a row and i’m gonna cry + finished my library books + i’m sleepy
ok you know what i don’t understand, how people face the water when they shower???? like does the water just like blind you??? i’m not sure how that works?? like i turn around yes but i’m not just standing there??? yk?? idk i laugh when i think about it. ALSO just sat here for TWO HOURS writing and then i had to edit it all bc i don’t know basic grammar. now i’m hungry but i don’t want to make food bc i’m lazy as well as bad w grammar. the things are piling up at this point, such a hard life truly. UMMMM IM KIDDING JOKING I SWEAR i need a new book to read and i might go to my town’s library bc they have this huge series i’ve been wanting to read and obviously i don’t want to spend $100 on them rn so ofc i need my library to continue w the good orders and take out all the dusty old books that nobody reads. and this is my new fav emoji 💌💌💌 it’s so cute ahhhh 💌💌💌 anyways that’s it yay
