Tbh I wish I had less friends with the “yeah but they did nothing bad towards me” attitude.

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I celebrated my birthday a few days ago with my friends and the only gift type I received was books😭. They know me too well. I got some Stephen King books, and some others bought me one of those Jane Austen box sets with her complete collection. I already read Emma, but I really wanted to read the others too.
New season of Shadow and Bone dropped!! I watched two episodes but I love it already. I read some of the books from Leigh Bardugo and I feel like lots of scenes stay very true to the books. Though there are changes it isn’t bothering. Also I think I might actually for the first time in like a year be interested in a guy again. I barely talk to him but I guess my love life is just meant to be full of unrequited crushes because that is how it’s always been😭. Literally i’m not interested in the guys interested in me, but the people I am interested in aren’t interested in me🫠🫠. My worst crush however was on my best friend 2 years ago like I stood no chance because there was no way she’d like me back.
With her song Shameless suddenly being all over my fyp I wanted to appreciate this song a little more😌 This used to be one of my fav songs a few years ago when it was released.
Didn’t even realize that Kali Uchis dropped a new album this week.
It hurts so much hearing one of your friends calling themselves weird in a negative manner. I wished people didn’t care so much about what other people think about the way they want to spend their lives. I want people to live authentically and just simply true to themselves without trying to be someone else simply to fit it. I love everyone the way they are, inside and out. Something like Devi’s mother said “You are never too much and always enough”. I feel like that is true for everyone. People should be able to be themselves and feel safe being themselves.
The Idol is officially the worst show I have ever fucking watched. What the hell was that hairbrush scene. Why the hell did they need to include that. I have never seen such a disgusting scene in any show I have watched. It’s just so fucked up.
for some reason, whenever I have to deal with shit irl I return to this app😭. Anyway, I have started my minor in Italian which is so much fun. I believe one of my profs really likes me which I always a big bonus considering that they are more willing to let mistakes slide. I also might be in some weird kind of talking stage with my male best friend and I have no idea how I feel about it. When we were drunk we got dangerously close to kissing and now it’s all a bit awkward I guess? Another update, I finally, after a year, called my GP and they are going to monitor my heart to hopefully find out if I may have POTS or if something else is the matter.
I have an exam from 17:00-20:30 today and I think I might just die. I hate when uni’s plan their exams in the evening because why are you expecting me to make a test during dinner time????
Soo I kinda wanted to do the assumptions thing too. So what are y’alls assumptions about me?
So my most listened song ended up being Friends by Chase Atlantic.. with like 1.400 listens😮💨 and they ended up being my most played artist over all lol, just like last year.
It’ll be Don Toliver season in a few months






