memories of replaying this song over and over again as i stood behind school during winter shivering without a coat on, on my own, smoking a whole pack. waiting until lunch break to hang out with people who i called best friends just for the sake of it, just to justify lighting my cigarette with someone else’s butt. hanging out until it’s dark and i frantically spray myself with perfume. lying to my parents saying i was at school doing homework just to secretly do it at home until 3am. cycle and repeat for months. it also reminds me of inner peace. of being a good human being, a good friend, a good child. because of now, i’m not a good friend by far, not a good person to love, and i want to change it so bad. i want to be someone who’s easy to love and gives love easily. i want to be happy with my real life and live every day to the fullest. i want to not be dependent on social media and live life with my most beloved. i want the simplicity in life.
lae.
@laecore
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Bopdrops
this song makes me feel a lot (a lot lot)
this song changed lives. the instruments? his voice? the vibe? this is so soundtrack of a noir detective film core. this is so romantic partners in crime core. this is so diamond jack core. i need y’all to know leslie is one of my fave artists ever. his smooth voice makes me go CRAZY!
