a friend of mine recommended this song and I mean
”I'm in the backseat of my own life
Someone else is driving
Down a street that don't feel like mine
Windows up so high I can't breathe“
”You can hold me, say it's all right
I'll be lonely at the same time
Wide awake but stuck inside a dream“
”Mind is spinning out of control
Running but there's nowhere to go
These days it's so dark that I can't see with headlights“
”It almost feels like I'm flying without a pilot
Paralyzed but I'm still here trying“
i had another job interview thing for a job i‘m pretty sure i don‘t even want last night 💃🏼
but i have to say, sometimes, and i mean SOMEtimes, it‘s so nice to talk to people?! the woman from that interview appeared to be so kind in such a genuine way and i would’ve loved to just talk to her about anything for a bit
i don‘t really have anything else to say so i‘m just gonna write about today 🤝🏼
i‘m gonna meet up with a friend from my grade today who i haven‘t seen in months cause she moved to a different city when she started university and i‘m really excited to see her :)) she’s one of the few people from school who always were really nice and who i always got along with really well but never actually met up with that often. At the same time she’s also one of the few people i‘m still in some sort of contact with.
We’re probably gonna get some ice cream and then (cause she’s also kind of a music person!!) we’re gonna show each other songs we think the other might like
so yay :)
unspoken bopdrop rule - if we ever happen to cross paths with another bopdropper or our lives overlap in some way, like both knowing one person for example, – we don‘t speak. what’s written on bopdrop stays on bopdrop. right? right. RIGHT??
”We're buying more time
While we kill ourselves as we both inhale“
”Making believe there's a future
Is it naive to think we could work?
The second it's out, then I lose her
We're already here so one more won't hurt“
”[…]all that we are is all that we'll ever be“
”There's only so far we can go
Next to you, but I'll never be close
So, take your time while you're mine
And smoke slow“
”I'm tellin' you things that I've never said
Hope I don't regret this“
”Making believe that we're clueless
One little spark that we won't put out
Makin' a million excuses
'Cause isn't it fun just for now?“
”Addicted to illusions of a love that never was
And never will be, anyway“
i’d really appreciate for this to turn into i‘m not angry anymore by paramore some time soon
”I hope hell's hotter than you thought it'd be
I hope people stop listening when you speak“
”I hope karma's the bitch that she's always been
I hope the regret eats you from within“
”And when you're out getting wasted on something tasteless
Hope you lose your mind but not your patience
When you realize you're just some guy
And this is such a little life“
”I hope your mother ends up hatin' your guts
I hope you always give your all and it's never enough
I hope you have no one you can trust“
”And I hope the thought of me makes you squirm“
my sister was enrolled in the elementary school i also went to today.
this is so weirdly emotional. i joined my mum and her and i’m so so proud of her and so excited for how everything’s gonna go, i love her sm. this felt special in an i’m gonna cry kinda way.
hope life treats her well.
”Pull the plug in September
I don't wanna die in June
I'd like to start planning my funeral
I've got work to do“
”I don't get a choice in the matter
Why would I? It's only the death of me“
”Pull the plug, but be careful
I don’t wanna die too soon
I think there's good in you somewhere
I'll hang on 'til the chaos is through“
”I feel more free than I have in years
Six feet in the ground“
electrical outlet had some issues in september
