maddie

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Bopdrops

listened to this on a 4am drive home and sobbed violently at a stop light

hello bopdrop nation. today i present you 80s french disco pop artist dalida. one of my favorite artists ever. she is always on my summer music rotation. ok goodbye

recreated my most memorable play through of this album last night. over the summer i sat in my childhood bed and was the most violently depressed i had ever been, but i just got new headphones so i listened to this album in its entirety sitting on my bed and staring at the wall. not moving. i did this again last night and it was really hard for me, at that point of my life i was struggling to keep going and while i still am, it’s much different now. i’m medicated, in therapy, i have friends who love me, i live with my support system. depression is one of the 3 strongest things i have ever felt (grief and heartbreak being the other 2). i can’t even call it an emotion. that state of my deep deep depression completely altered my sense of well-being and self, to the point where i was nonfunctional. anyways great fucking album

this song will hurt me very bad very soon i think