tmr, or technically today i am going hiking for skip day, and i am ecstatic, but i am also so petrified. i am so scared of falling, and u may be thinking “oh mckenna everyone is” but like my fear is like dehabilitating like it literally makes me like nauseous immediately and my mom was also on the fence abt me going and went on a huge detailed rant abt how human trafficking is unstoppable&if they choose me there’s basically nothing i can do abt it bc they are so organized now&that there are multiple at a time so even me&karston, or me&halle&jackson can’t stop them. and like i know our group is like 15 ppl but still thinking abt how it must feel to be kidnapped&tortured for literally the rest of your life and the feeling of knowing you’ll never go home again like i could throw up. anyways i hope u read all this i need support, but i chose this song bc i know that God is Good&pls no matter ur beliefs j pls pray that tmr is happy&stressfree&no one falls or gets hurt or taken ever EVER
I love this song. sad music makes my heart soar but i hate that it does. this song and their apocalypse song reminds me when it was summer 2020/2021 and i was depressed as a mf biotch but it was also summer so i was faking the good vibes to try to enjoy my summer like i didn’t have a pit in my chest everyday. anyways this song is suuuch a summer song for me. sad heart but sun on ur skin is LIT this songs feeling.
