When the liquor was all clear, I could see you through the glass. There's something I could tell you, but I forgot to ask … If you're sober in the morning, we can always just pretend that you drank on your way home, and the party didn't end

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I loved you then and I love you now, and I don't know how Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around If I'm getting over you or just pretending to be alright, convince myself I hate you Can't get over you, no matter what I do I know I should, but I could never hate you
He never really looks at me I give him every opportunity In the room downstairs he sat and stared I'll never make that mistake again
I confess I can tell that you are at your best I'm selfish so I'm hating it I noticed that there's a piece of you in how I dress Take it as a compliment Don't you call him "baby" We're not talking lately Don't you call him what you used to call me I just miss your accent and your friends
I'm sick of being your shoulders You know I need shoulders too
I wish that I could speak to you like there is nothing wrong Wish I could go back to before I wrote this song and tell you I loved you, and you would smile and you'd say "me too" But something's changed, it's not the same … I miss the way you say my name, I miss the way you walk I miss the showers we'd take and how long we'd talk through the night You'd tell me everything was gonna be all right
Running for my life I thought the devil was a lie And what’s a little light if it’s so dark in the night? I’m stuck inside a thought, dreaming 'bout our talks And oh my eyes are on fire Let’s watch this world expire
I get to know myself every weekend and I’m weak
Don't you lock when you're fleeing I'd like not to hear keys Only hold till your coffee warms But don't hurry and speed
When the weeks change, the rumors change too I'm addicted to highs, would you like to know why? When the months change, so do my love point of views I don't want what I need, what I need hates me
When the cops come in, they're gonna have to take me away And I tell 'em, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it" I guess I'm just emotional and maybe kinda stupid I just wanna hold you close, so why'd I have to give you away? I tell 'em, "I'm sorry, I'm not a bad person" I couldn't take your pain away, I guess I'm undeservin' But if I can't have you to myself, then you're gone
I’m the one who’s got to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to.