nicole

nicole

@nicluvstits

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nicole

@nicluvstits

currently 12:14am and it’s been 4 months, i still miss everything about them:(

nicole

@nicluvstits

i’m back after months. i miss my best friend sm. i’m glad she is happy but i’ll admit a part of me wishes she wasn’t. ik it’s selfish.

nicole

@nicluvstits

i truly did love everything about you. always did, always will. you brought out the best parts of me, someone who i always wish i’d become. a person i didn’t know i could be. okay apart, better together. i didn’t know what truly being loved by someone felt like until i found you<3

nicole

@nicluvstits

atp, i just at least would like closure. i really do miss you and wish that we could have remains friends. i heard that people have fall outs, but i truly wished that would never happen to us. you mean so much to me and always will. i’ll miss you infinitely

nicole

@nicluvstits

‘on again off again love you like oxygen, idk what to say or do’ perfectly expresses how i need you like oxygen and idk what to do to make things go back to how they were☹️ i miss you

nicole

@nicluvstits

i miss you sm. but more importantly, i miss myself. i hate myself so much for feeling this way. i’m so glad your happy but a part of me wishes you weren’t. maybe i wouldn’t be alone. i know it’s selfish but yk. i’m sorry

nicole

@nicluvstits

‘more than friends, less than lovers’ trope <<< idk i’ve always wanted a friend that i could like flirt with and whatnot but when i had it, something went unfulfilled. i wanted more. so why do i still wish for that trope?

nicole

@nicluvstits

we were meant to be but just not in this universe<3 in another life, we’d be okay. i want nothing more than to know you’re happy and healthy. we were pieces of a puzzle that fit together but we belonged to different ones, and i’m forever grateful i met you. i wish i grew with instead beside you. you will always be a happy memory for me. i miss you sm ml☹️

nicole

@nicluvstits

i finished reading the fault in our stars for the second time. somehow this time it hit me differently. more relatable ig. under different circumstances, we would have last. our relationship crumbled, but my love for you will never diminish. even when i’m not longer here, my love for you will be. we build it on unstable grounds, and as much as i wanted to, i couldn’t save us. you will always be my atlantis,a. a treasure that is hard to find, but once found, worth every second. you were worth waiting every second up until i met you. i’d get anything to do it again in a heartbeat. forever just wasn’t meant for us.

nicole

@nicluvstits

if things were different maybe we still be friends. less than lovers more than friends. that always broke my heart. i want your friendship, i need it. i crave the toxicity, what’s wrong with me?

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