Yk when you have a strange relationship with someone & you don’t really know where you stand with them anymore? Well currently experiencing that, it’s strange & I feel crazy sometimes. Reaffirming that I am chalant & not chill, but I’ve just decided to do what I pls in this situation, if I want to text, I’ll text, if I want to comment, I’ll comment & then if I don’t want to do those things, I won’t. Maybe things are rlly that simple. Idk if any of this makes sense I just woke up at 4am, perhaps it’s time to go back to sleep.
I literally forgot this was a Beatles song until I was listening to the original earlier & was like “wow this sounds just like the Kurt Cobain song” yeah no shit 😭
I LOVE THIS SONG SM OH MY GOD. I also love the original but something about this cover is literally like crack to my brain. I can never just listen once, I have to put it on loop. But listening isn’t enough, I need this song in my bones for real. So serious it’s becoming an addiction
HIDE MY TATTOOS IN SHIBUYA
Yes I am letting my music taste dictate where I go in Japan. Yesterday was Kyoto for phoebe, now Mr. Ocean. Frank went to Shibuya so I must go to Shibuya 🧘♀️
After a week of being ill, I think I’m finally overcoming it 🙏. God it has been ROUGH, being sick in college is no joke, like really all my classes should be canceled fr. Anyways thank fucking god I’m feeling better bc I’m going to the game vs usc this Saturday. I can’t miss another game bc I didn’t go to the one last week & they give us strikes on our account if we don’t show up 😭. They take football so serious here it’s crazy
I didn’t get out of bed until 15:30 today 😀😀. But it’s fine bc then I made myself lunch, went to the pool with my friends & worked on my little crafts. Tmr I’m waking up early to pick my move in slot for college & playing tennis. Much to look forward to 😋🤞
I’ve spent the day on my roof listening to music & reading in the sun. Maybe this is what summers all about. Anyways almost done with my book & now craving fruit
“To you I can admit, that I’m just too soft for all of it”
For some reason I remembered this lyric while I was in the shower & now I am unwell, anyways goodnight all 🧘♀️
Finally met my college roommate today & it actually went so well 🙌. I was really nervous it would be awkward but it was fun. If I forget the intense dread that I’m behind in my preparations, I’m actually really excited for college to start 😋
