earthpusher

earthpusher

@pluto3005

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earthpusher

@pluto3005

when nobody calls you, wakes you up in the morning, nobody waits for you to come home at night, and you can literally do whatever you want. what do you think that is, freedom or loneliness???

earthpusher

@pluto3005

athletes are always worried about their well-being and mental health, just hit my parlay bro please for fucks sake

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@pluto3005

today i cut off the girl i liked. it hurt but i just couldn’t do it, my mental wasn’t there to be in a relationship yet. she got mad at me and told me to go fuck myself. i still wish her the best in life though…

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@pluto3005

today i acted on all of my intrusive thoughts, people wanted to hug me, fight me, and hurt me. but at night i just got touched beyond my comfort zone, got asked to open up, and be kissed even though i don’t think i was truly okay with that … is the way these people reacted my fault? it seems like it… maybe i actually should stay to myself more…

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@pluto3005

I don’t need therapy. I just need a meaningful job that pays well. Deep love and personal fullfillment. A way to feel normal in social situations without a chemical buffer. All of my student debt paid off. A tight knit friend group that actually lives in my city. A way to not feel guilty about every decision i’ve ever made…

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@pluto3005

last night i had a dream where it was me, martin and hamzah of slushy noobz (youtubers), paul mescal, sinjin drowning (youtubers), sal vulcano, larry david, deadpool, and daisy edgar-jones were sitting around a conference table debating on what season fortnite had the best map and we all agreed on the og and mt. olympus maps. then i actually woke up in a good mood. can anyone please explain to me what that dream meant?

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@pluto3005

just finished watching curb your enthusiasm and i don’t know what to do with my life, what’s another good funny show? also next week i leave for my navy training and i’m dreading it but if that’s the only thing i’m good at i’ll keep doing it and keep getting better. ngl i’ll miss roblox, fortnite, youtube, my family and bopdrop tho 😔goodnight you cuties 🙂‍↕️💕

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