i swear this is just me but why does my makeup look soo good when i’m not trying especially when i’m just messing around at 1am but the second i actually put work into it and want it to look good i look like shit

jasmin ᥫ᭡
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bro acts so obsessed with me then all of a sudden will randomly leave me on deliv all day (while being active) why do they always do this fr istg this particular one even unadded me once cus i left him on delivered for ‘too long’ (half a day) and clearly couldn’t handle it yet he does it to me all the time ? why r they like this
no matter what i do i can’t get into the christmas vibes it’s gonna suck again this year tbh
i’m confused about ios16 how has everyone but me got it. i haven’t even updated my phone from last year
i will say i’m only gonna listen to music for 10 minutes and 5 hours will pass
ngl i really hate summer. it depends unless i’m on vacation or something but i really hate how i spend most of my life bed rotting while everyone else is excited about summer and out enjoying themselves while i’m having the worst depressive episode ever. summer depression needs to be more normalised
fav metal sub genres? thrash is superior
i will gatekeep this app till i die no one can know about it. if i ever see someone ik on here i’m deleting my account sorry also kind of wondering how everyone found out about bopdrop
i need to stop making up fake scenarios in my head in public. i will get so out of it, smiling and giggling and shit in public people probably think there’s something wrong with me
so a glass just shattered in my hand in work and it sliced half of my finger off and it’s been bleeding real heavy like crazy and won’t stop. i’m now being sent to the hospital 😍 but at least i got out of work early but i’m also in a lot of pain
my friend who literally has the opposite taste in men as me keeps trying to set me up with all these guys im not interested in. and i’ve somehow been roped into another date with a guy i haven’t even talked to before and have no interest in and is so ugly looking as well.. but apparently he wants to take me to a fancy restaurant which is fun and like free food and drinks etc but like also do i have to sit and pretend i’m interested in this man 😀 idk what to do she’s practically begging me to go
my birthday party is soon which is exciting but already got some dhilemma because if you haven’t been kept updated on the friend lore basically have some friends i’m on edge with mostly just two in particular. one i’ve just recently decided to not invite the other none of my friends have met her and already hate her based of what i’ve told them but i feel bad because what if i’ve over exaggerated about her but i also haven’t 😭 but idk what to do guys i don’t wanna invite someone who everyone else hates and i would hate if i was in her position to be invited to a party where no one likes you. and no one is helping me cus i just keep getting told that i should do what i want cus it’s my bday but idk what i want 😭but i still kind of wanted to keep the friendship but ik not inviting her is really mean and i can understand she wouldn’t want to be friends with me if she finds out she wasn’t invited but idkkkkkkkkk



