hate having to look back, I wanna get better with who I am, she’ll love me more if I love me too

Sam
@samuelx
Genres
Bopdrops
im so worn out
In love, I feel free, slowly finding myself too
I care about her but she’s fed up of everything, sometimes of me, I can’t seem to help but I try
every memory flashing back from a vacation trip I just had, I miss her so damn much
I’m seeing Cigarettes After Sex live in a few days
I don’t miss me from years ago, I’m happy I changed and lost and gained and broke and fixed, still have so much to do
Small steps in my life feel so huge now, I can’t believe I’ve made it this far, I wish I never lose this and if I do, atleast with grace
nothing going on in my life, I’m tired and I want something exciting to do, wish I took more pictures right now tho maybe I’ll feel the same in a week
if everything under me swept away and I lost more than I have, I wouldn’t stop loving or caring or being me, I am patient in the most boring/tough days, won’t fail being good to the people that I love
a year ago today I was in Georgia, still feels like a dream
I’m writing a love letter guys