I did 45 minutes of a maths paper before school today! I went on my phone more than I’d like to have done throughout the day though. however, I booked tickets to go see the bezzie with two other bezzies soon! I’m so excited! making plans is fun, I’m feeling busy and that’s nice. I’m looking forward to waking up early again and inshallah being productive in the morning. I finished the book I was reading! onto the next one, it’s for a book club that I haven’t actually attended yet lol, they don’t know I’m part of the book club but I will be a part of the book club soon. gonna do a different maths paper tomorrow hopefully :) I looked at it earlier today though and high key why is it difficult lol, I’ve forgotten so much gcse maths 💀 don’t worry! it’s gonna come back to me inshallah :)) it’s so bedtime bestie why am I awake, gonna wake up in just under 5 hours! time to seize the day and the night! I love you :))
Super bass was playing in my dream, & in it I also got to talk to girli & awsten from waterparks & seo jun was also in it & I also got to chat with lots of pretty girls it was a vibe. I’ve had such an exciting weekend! Went to see my family on Friday & we went for dessert & I got my fave pancakes ever & then on Saturday I saw my childhood bezzie again even though we usually only see each other one on one like, once a year & I legit saw her last month. Breaking tradition was fun though! We went for lunch & got coffee it was raining sm ugh but surprisingly we had sooo much to talk about just over the last month :D then I went on a loooongg train ride & saw my cousin in the evening :)) then on Sunday we went to a 90th birthday party & it was so pure seeing my mum talk with her cousins, I got to join in now that I’m old enough to hold a conversation! (Legit haven’t seen them since I was 6). Then in the evening I went to the pub with the bezzies & it was so fun! Rainy but eventful :)
LADSSSSS WE CAME 2ND IN THE PUB QUIZZZZ WE ARE SUCH LEGENDSSSS NEXT WEEK WE GET 1ST EVERYONE PRAY. There were 2 shrek rounds?? I’ll take it. Another one of my friends has agreed to let me try and get them into kpop, wish me luck. He really likes rnb so I was like okay I’ll start by showing you lots of krnb and go from there but then I realised that I don’t listen to a lot of krnb at all oop so idk how to go about this anymore. However he also likes EDM so I’ll show him miroh and hope for the best. Saphy is semi tired! Yay! Let’s sleep well :)
HEY LADS I felt productive today and am in a very productive mindset, I felt like I did a lot more today than yesterday (even though I still could’ve done more but like, I didn’t beat myself up about it which is a MAJOR WIN), and I’m in a bright mindset where I am motivated to get my life together :D I wanna go on my phone a lot less, I wanna eat better, I wanna declutter my life. I wanna do this 30 day decluttering challenge where you get rid of 1 thing on day 1, 2 on day 2 etc, I feel like my room is a mess my head is a mess my life is a mess and I wanna feel calmer and more peaceful and I genuinely think that will help me. However I have a super busy month so probs won’t be able to do it in June, so hopefully this motivation sticks around in July so I can actually do it lol. I feel like these kinds of mindsets I have are super fleeting but a general theme recently is that I wanna take care of myself, I really do. I hope I can do so :)
UGH feel like I’m trying to fill a void with socialising and interaction that I can’t even get because I don’t go out and do enough things idk wtf wdym I don’t feel so alive and full of life like I did yesterday??? what do you meannnn. online there is so much opportunity to connect but everyone seems so far away and I am so far removed. I’m out here feeling reliant and dependent on others for emotion even though I had my whole epiphany of oOOooO I can create my own happiness blah blah blah but ngl I just don’t enjoy my own company at the moment.
Yesterday we went to a theme park!!! Oh my it was SO FUN haven’t been to one in about a year and wow I needed that thrill it was so exciting we went on sooo many rides man. There were a couple rides that kinda rattled our heads a bit too much but it’s okay. I almost fainted in a queue because it was so hot but then my sister gave me a juice carton and it revived me lol. We packed good ol packed lunches, bagels and animal biscuits ftw. SO MUCH FUN!!! Went with my sister, her friend, and my childhood bezzie :D we had a sing along in the car on the way back and then had pizza for dinner whilst watching bolt. Suchhh a fun day, and later on today me and my sister are going to see stormzy?!?! Talk to y’all soon :D
ME AND MY FRIEND GOT SKZ TIX FOR LONDON NEXT YEARRRER!!! righttttt up at the very top though lol incredibly far away but THE VIBES WILL STILL BE THERE!!! very exciting!!! I am so grateful for my friends, I am so lucky to have such a supportive network around me. my heart feels so full when I think about you all, you make me the happiest :) inshallah good things are to come for all of us :) I love you 🫂🫂🫂
this song was in my head the entire day yesterdayyyyy it’s so good and I really like it and it’s giving such summer vibes and I can’t wait for summer to hang out with friends and go to the park and sit in the sun and have picnics and enjoy life as a young person :))) I’m really grateful for my life :)
Pretty sure I’ve already posted this before but it deserves to be posted again because OH WOW DOMINO JUST🤌🤌🤌 I AM GONNA DO MY WORK NOW EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME I SACRIFICED KARAOKE FOR THIS
I FRICKIN LOVE THIS SONG it has been in my head the entireeeee day I am so damn tired guys we woke up at like 4:30am uk time I have hardly slept we took a frickin FLIGHT and since we’ve been back we have been building wardrobes and it is so hot in this damn house and things have gone wrong oop and and and I can’t think I’m exhausted lol Saphy is gonna sleep WELL tonight wait I hear a child crying in the house next door what-
