to the stars that listen babe.

scarlett madson
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i love culvers and catching up with soph š«¶š»š«¶š» canāt believe june is already over
how are you an ocean away and still causing problems. may have another international war on our hands. itās giving jay-z telling everyone to respect beyoncĆ© ... the call is coming from inside the house babe.
part of the reason Iām easily hurt part of the reason Iām leaving you first pardon that, part of me give my apologies i know that working on it never works and iām sorry itās you, but hey what should i do? be happy with lies? or be sad with the truth? donāt be ashamed, you see, love is a game, and i still want to play iām just too scared to lose and i know you are too
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that was not common knowledge. secret revealed ig. š«£
throwback to when i was invited to come on a family vacation for a week with his family!! like sir did you know or did they just invite me without asking you ? still curious.
today had me doing so much thinking. junior prom was such a time. and if it werenāt for one single photo, an entire era of my life wouldnāt exist. thanks to the photographer (this is the only positive impact youāve had on my life.) and to the other guy, i owe you many apologies. itās crazy how life works out. like i wouldnāt have game night if it werenāt for a goofy little speech. āthe trees canāt hear you!ā mainly iām so happy for solo !!
when you were here before, couldnāt look you in the eye youāre just like an angel, your skin makes me cry the crazy thing is that those reasons seem so stupid now, but at the time it made perfect sense.
if you play this song in front of me, i will melt into a puddle. i donāt think i will ever get sick of it. i want to tattoo every word to my body. i read another book today because my library app yelled at me that my loan is due soon. it ended with an accidental pregnancy which makes me want to throw up and burn the ebook. i hate that trope so much. i think forced proximity tropes are my favorite because iāve never experienced romantic love from anyone before and the only way i can fathom someone developing feelings for me is if they were forced to be around me all the time. anyways iāve read so many books this year and my tbr is getting longer by the day thanks to tiktok. if you have any recommendations i will happily add them to the list. i start school on monday and im going to cry. anatomy and physiology might kill me. these textbooks are heavy as fuck. also im the last one standing. 4/5 have fallen š·š«”
tony visited this weekend :) weāve been in our home country (and same state) for 7 months and had yet to see each other. which is crazy when we used to see each other almost every day (not even an exaggeration). so grateful for him and everything weāve been through. could sit and chat and drink forever. i canāt even really remember life without him and iām going to be devastated when he moves away again. at least iāll always have a reminder of him with me. š«š©·