@thegodfather
im going to speak: what this person did to me between may to september was terrible and they made me feel so awful and anxious and worthless and disgusting and they knew how they were making me feel and did not give a fuck about it. honestly when someone is telling you that you're too nice and too good for them, they mean it, Run!!!! i just feel so repulsed like the truly led me on almost all over summer on an ego trip and then one day just decided they weren't going to talk to me ever again. like wow okay, i realised that it was only an actual thing for me and just fun for them, and that actually made me feel so disgusting within myself. worst part is that i enabled them because i wanted them to like me and i just accepted all their excuses NO MORE IM REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD ANYMORE I FEEL LIKE IF I ENDURE ANY MORE TERROR I WILL GO GREY
