‼️ rant ahead ‼️
i am very much aware that i like planning things ahead, to the point that when my schedule doesn’t unfold as planned, i get stress. so okay, alam ko ‘yun. kaya i just hate it when people make appointments or hangouts tapos ‘di naman pala tuloy. at least tell me kahit hours before na lang— better yet, just make sure sigurado ka na before making aya or making a promise. kasi hello, sayang oras ko 😞😞 it’s so unfaaaaair :(( the worst thing is, most of the time, they’ll cancel because of something less important. like T___T i know the world doesn’t revolve around me and they have their own plans as well PERO :(( bigla akong hindi sasamahan with an appointment we’ve made 3 days ago cuz of ur friends? eueueuue it makes me feel less important bro 😞
hi, allow me to rant 😞‼️
okay, kasi 😞‼️ puta, how do i start this 😟 okay, ganito kasi ‘yan. ang arte ba, pero i feel like a mediocre ?! ewan, alam kong kaya kong gawin o matutunan most of the things, pero i don’t excel in any of them T___T honestly, i don’t think i even have a passion anymore. sure, i claim that i’m passionate about writing, reading, and public speaking. pero, dati lang ‘yun xD a part of me thinks that i still love doing them, pero a part of me thinks that i’m not good enough to claim i’m passionate about them. gets niyo ba? ang gulo, ‘no?
even now ⁉️ i used to think i’m good with expressing my thoughts, pero now that i’m reading all of this, i don’t think any of them make any sense. it’s unfair, i used to be good with certain things. pero bakit ngayon, wala na?
hi, just want to share this little achivement of mine :))
so, last week, i auditioned for a writing contest. but i wasn’t expecting na mapasok, i just really wanted to write. but yay!! through His grace, I was able to get in ^___^ i’ll he representing my school this coming friday. dito, feeling ko talaga ‘di ako makapapasok HAHAHAHA. but, hey! being able to represent my school is already a big thing for me. lalo na at nagsisimula pa lamang uli akong manumbalik sa pagsusulat.
Hindi man ako manalo sa darating na kompetisyon, nararamdaman ko na ito na ang magiging udyok para ako’y umuwi sa aking unang minahal; ang pagsusulat. :D
finals szn :)
don’t have much time to make kwento, also my brain is too tired to even think of what to say :((
but js wanna let yk that you’re doing great! :)<3
hello, i won’t be writing a lot today. pero i wrote an article today, tagalog medium! it turned out pretty well, i’m proud :) pero napagod ako, shuta 😞 i’ll get contacts tomorrow too! bye sa glasses ko, ig? okei ‘yun lang im sleepy gbye
‘the night is still young
and so are we’ 🌃
madalas, iniisip kong hindi pwedeng magpahinga when it comes to my studies. i feel guilty whenever i do something else instead of studying, kahit sa pagpapahinga. lagi kong iniisip na baka magkulang ako sa oras, at hindi ko na maaral ang mga kailangan aralin.
but hey, i’m still young! hindi ko kailangan ma-guilty lalo na at bata pa naman ako. i won’t lose anything if i do the things that make me happy. after all, i’m a teenager— i have nothing to lose, right?
