9 aug 22: sick of working hard to stay healthy im just gonna eat mala for lunch for the whole week

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23 may 22: things are going pretty fine these days and i got myself a lv bag idk i guess im good lol
27 apr 22: everybody loves you
25 aug 22: my skin flared again, it’s not the end of the world but honestly idk when will i ever get well when will i ever feel better when will all these really end, im tired of being tired, tired of feigning positive, and tired of tricking my own body because of the feigned positivity and hopefulness so that my body can understand that im not in stress but in fact, i fucking am
25 apr 22: it was such a hassle to get the medication that ive been using ever since i finished my prescription slips years ago but i was getting them from a nearby pharmacy lowkey illegally w/o a slip but whatever man and just today i got extra tubes of them anyway from another phamarcy after speaking to their doc online and they sent the meds with a card that wishes me ‘get well soon’ and i was pretty grateful tbh, weirdly, and i wish i get well soon too
23 apr 22: just bought the unpacking game and it’s such a nice game i regretted not buying it earlier also it’s already 12.30 now i want to keep playing but my eyes are closing itself and i definitely have to sleep before that for the sake of my body but tbh i really can’t be fucked anymore about this shell that’s plagued with weird conditions, if u don’t love me as much as i (try) to love u then be it, im going out for a cig soon even i’ve actually stopped smoking for 2 years now
24 apr 22: i finally had a proper haircut today in 2 years time ever since the pandemic started it turned out kinda nice and im really glad that conversations today went better than i expected because i had thousands of replies prepared to toss out if anyone gives unsolicited advices about my condition but it was milder than i thought so probably it’s just me overthinking and im ordering in later for lunch im excited