first day of uni🧘🏻♀️ this is officially my third year👩🏻🦲 listening to this while I am waiting for my professor💘💘💘💘

the empress
@yourstrulyy
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me over sharing on this app for the 107493020 time I am in uni and I am kinda tired of having to walk up to ppl to start a conversation and then for it ( the friendship ) to be at best lasting only one semester. my closest friend is telling to get out of my bubble and explore and I am down for that but my bubble is so happy. there is this girl that I been crushing over and it’s kinda of a rare occurrence for me bc I don’t be into ppl like that and I am building up the courage to go talk to her so yeah.reading this i have to accept not everything is meaningful sometimes situations and conversations are just temporary and I have to accept that, not every connection is supposed to be 💯 it.
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Heyy everybody I hate that I ghost this app a lot but I miss being on here life has been a lot recently ( not bad or good just a lot ) I have this ritual that every birthday period I start religiously listening to Lorde especially pure heroine so here I go my birthday in about 10 days…
with all do respect what do ppl expect from Kanye? he is in a manic episode…. no it’s not autism it’s a manic episode…. he doesn’t want to take his meds and as long as he is rejecting treatment we should get used to this. side note I am still obsessed with this record.
In my j pop era
🌟Post 200🌟 🌟my favorite app🌟my online journal🌟
Good different
To me it’s nothing but a one man cult
I realized that the ideal partner in my head isn’t someone I can meet in this time so from now on I officially give on romance. I rather be single then be with someone who isn’t right 4 me. Tbh I am not even sad about it. Giving up feels right.
Not one bad song
idk how to explain this to ppl but ( and this is trauma dumping ) but I have come to terms that me and my mother well never have that relationship we had when I was a child to much shit went on… that it can never be a normal mother daughter relationship… unfortunately I used to really idolize my mother but it’s not like that anymore…a lot of my feeling for her are nostalgia/ resentment/ anger…. that’s how life goes I guess. either way I am blessed with ppl around that truly love me and family comes in different ways.





