@abison01
idk if I’m depressed orrrr I’m becoming more realistic. cause for the longest time I’ve said I wanted to get married by 22, and have kids by 24. sure I guess that’s still ideal, but thinking it through I’m kinda thinking - what am I rushing for? I have so much of the world to see. so many things to accomplish. and not that a partner or children stop those things, but WHY do I want them so bad?? *tHe fEminiNe uRgE tO sEtTlE doWn* I guess what I’m trying to say is, I’m realizing that my want for these things is really just a need for security. but deep down I know, life doesn’t start there. it starts with where I’m at now. an almost 21 year-old photographer who is on the brink of a huge future in this saturated industry and demanding culture. maybe this security is more than enough?
