@rivellababe
hey guys ! still here and still not moved on ! š¤£š¤£š i am losing my shit. nothing is helping, saw my friends and wanted to cry, want to create but have no inspiration. need to go to the gym but gotta wait 5 days to get my membership. iāve written so much in my notes app but thereās a very fine line right now between processing and just wallowing in what could have been. i will come back from this. i actually have to. she defo already has. or if she hasnāt then sheās sure well good at hiding it. iād like to be able to take a full breath soon if thatās okay. anyway the interlude between this song and āsomebody elseā on the live album is heavenly and exactly the type of neutral torment iām feeling constantly at the moment. living in a dreamstate.
