@phoebebridgerscat
๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ แตแตยฒ Though it hurt, my doctors assured it would dissipate with maturity. That eventually my muscles would catch up, or at least my nervous system would acclimate โ the latter prognosis i find more appropriate For the damage had already been done. My knees calloused over from all the bouncing & bruises, are now forever rotated slightly inward leaving me mildly pigeon toed. They are also quite numb from the scar tissue, & react slower than normal; more anxious. While i mostly feel fine, really what hurts is that -to this day- i still find myself tripping & falling in those familiar ways quite often. I do it almost habitually. An unfortunate disposition that sadly does not only pertain to my legsโฆ No matter where i go, or who i am with, i will always end up on my old wounded knees at some point. Iโll be doing just fine, until that burn in my joints returns eventually. i end up stumbling before i can ever slow down.