Blood Estate

Blood Estate

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Zainah

@wavess

I have a spiritual connection with this song

Zainah

@wavess

1. I wonder how far down I am on his roster 2. My paper is due at 4 pm tmrw NOT midnight like I thought!!! 1900 words πŸ˜”πŸ˜” 3. She finally responded to me but I can’t bring myself to talk to her!! Self destructive tendencies WHYY πŸ˜–πŸ˜– 4. Everything feels wrong

Zainah

@waves_

Feeling very No one cares!!! πŸ₯³ But also No one cares πŸ™ Not my best work but now I remember how much I enjoy painting I wish I knew what it’s like to be loved fully and unconditionally. Is it so selfish and conceited to want this? Being missed in itself, or thought of by another person, is really all I need in life. I know I have to be patient but how do I deal with it in the meantime? It’s so hard not really having anyone who would drop everything for you, especially when you would do it for them. But on a more positive note, love in itself is such a beautiful thing, simply seeing colors in the sky and smelling my favorite foods and hearing my favorite songs makes me so incredibly joyous (like this song πŸ˜‹). Idk I’m confused and tired πŸ«