I have a spiritual connection with this song
Blood Estate
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Bopdrops with this artist
1. I wonder how far down I am on his roster 2. My paper is due at 4 pm tmrw NOT midnight like I thought!!! 1900 words ππ 3. She finally responded to me but I canβt bring myself to talk to her!! Self destructive tendencies WHYY ππ 4. Everything feels wrong
Feeling very No one cares!!! π₯³ But also No one cares π Not my best work but now I remember how much I enjoy painting I wish I knew what itβs like to be loved fully and unconditionally. Is it so selfish and conceited to want this? Being missed in itself, or thought of by another person, is really all I need in life. I know I have to be patient but how do I deal with it in the meantime? Itβs so hard not really having anyone who would drop everything for you, especially when you would do it for them. But on a more positive note, love in itself is such a beautiful thing, simply seeing colors in the sky and smelling my favorite foods and hearing my favorite songs makes me so incredibly joyous (like this song π). Idk Iβm confused and tired π«




