@ayliin
I came to a conclusion that I might start with my masters in October even tho I’m already enrolled but mentally I just can’t rn. I kind of hate myself for it, for not trying enough but on the other hand I admire myself that I can set boundaries and I know what I can achieve. I’m not giving up, I’m just trying to regulate my feelings and everything that has happened in the past year. also the fact that I was occupied with my thesis all year and just finished in the end of November… but my first semester of my masters already started in October of this year. so I kind of feel like I missed a lot even tho my practical courses would’ve started and everything that happend from October till now would have been just getting to know my Uni and people. I’m all over the place but I think that this is the right decision bc I do know what I’m capable of and I want to do it right and not just bc it is convenient.