update from my last post: went to bed at 5am and got a few hours of sleep, and then went to the library around 11 and spent 12 hours there… had 3 yerbs to keep me alive and running so i could write the worst essay of my life 😍👍🏼 felt so on edge today and this was the song i played when i felt the anxiety taking over my body :-) it’s now midnight and i just got home… eyes are red and head is pounding! let’s see if i can sleep!

