gotta thug dis out 🥲 my hg w 7 hrs diff has been distant for weeks n i eventually got tired of always reaching out. only 2 days ago did she finally reach out ofc i listened bc i figured it must've been bad now dat she texted me. felt relieve dat she’s happy but sometimes yk i wish she’d ask abt me too instead of js letting her talk all da time 😭 i tried opening up but she’ll draw it back 2 her . still recall when i hit milestones n she was so dismissive 😭then she opened up abt her new closed friend being distant bc she seemed avoidant & da sad reels she shares which is funny bc i see myself in dat friend sb lyk girl we deeply care but u gotta change ur algo!! then she said she never gets bothered by our friendship bc we could go months w/o talking so we must be really secure n i was there js like 🧍♀️then she asked what should she do abt her new friend. literally told her to do all da things i had been expecting frm her when i was the one feeling alone. yea i could be ironic
all this time im thinking we could never be a pair Oooh no I dont need you but I miss you come here and Oohh its hard to cya but I wish youuu were right here 🎶🦊🫶🏼
(heavy on I don't need u)
((heavier on imy come here))
(((heaviest on proving Tarot Lady wrong)))
checked out bopdrop’s discord, felt like an alien. none of the 425 members seem familiar. either I havent scrolled enough or yall hiding behind aliases 🤔i mean, my un there is introjerk (don't even ask), I tried changing it to “mitochandria” sadly someone beat me to it.
also, whats up with IG? I deactivated my acc ages ago. yet my friends claim they've been messaging me. doesn't it just show “Instagram user” 🤔🤔 how they even doing that? am I tweaking?? anyways, if Bopdrop EVER reaches ppl ik irl, I PRAY they never find me here. but if they do, this app better have archive buttons by then, the same way we’ve been yearning for that feature to pick which part of a song we want to share
++ told em abt this app before, they didn't listen. now they just gotta wonder where I'm chilling, yapping my silly brain 🤪
I have always admired Monica Belluci. Watching her movie Malena, gave me so many insights. Beauty is not everything.
But what caught my attention was that I was allowed to think simultaneously with Renato’s point of view. I am delighted by the fact he acknowledged that among all the women he dated, there’s only one that will remain remarkable, Malena.
I am certain I am not explaining myself right but damn—I guess this song could do. Respectfully, of course.
was literally writing abt my grief then my friends dragged me out 🥲 lowkey needed that laughter after dreading a family member’s death. My ever iconic Tita, leaving in Women’s month ofc she had to give it a double entendre. She really humoured us to the very end.
Hoping im at least half as cool as her when I turn 75!!
one day I’ll have my best friend back ❤️🩹 and I hope by then, hearts don’t break anymore like they did when they aren’t supposed to be broken in the first place, and even when they do, I just hope, I hope, that I will choose to be brave and embrace the versions of you that I ignored. I am so sorry for being so naive. You know who you are.
