GUYSSS I had my birthday party at the weekend (it hasn’t been my birthday yet though save your congrats) and it was SO MUCH FUN my bezzies trekked from far and wide I feel so much loveee :D we went to an indoor slide park lol it was so sick omg I fell over though and got a friction burn on my arm and knee 💔 we all ate jacket potatoes at my house and yapped and my friends got me lots of books! Two of my bezzies stayed round and I genuinely loved it sooosososo much I miss spending time with them they make me feel even more at home in my own home. alhamdulillah I feel so much love :)) also look at the cake me and the bezzie made it was so bangin’ (the caramel leaked out of it though but we covered it up with those chocolate shards #probaker)
ME AND MY FRIEND GOT SKZ TIX FOR LONDON NEXT YEARRRER!!! righttttt up at the very top though lol incredibly far away but THE VIBES WILL STILL BE THERE!!! very exciting!!! I am so grateful for my friends, I am so lucky to have such a supportive network around me. my heart feels so full when I think about you all, you make me the happiest :) inshallah good things are to come for all of us :) I love you 🫂🫂🫂
UGH feel like I’m trying to fill a void with socialising and interaction that I can’t even get because I don’t go out and do enough things idk wtf wdym I don’t feel so alive and full of life like I did yesterday??? what do you meannnn. online there is so much opportunity to connect but everyone seems so far away and I am so far removed. I’m out here feeling reliant and dependent on others for emotion even though I had my whole epiphany of oOOooO I can create my own happiness blah blah blah but ngl I just don’t enjoy my own company at the moment.
I FRICKIN LOVE THIS SONG it has been in my head the entireeeee day I am so damn tired guys we woke up at like 4:30am uk time I have hardly slept we took a frickin FLIGHT and since we’ve been back we have been building wardrobes and it is so hot in this damn house and things have gone wrong oop and and and I can’t think I’m exhausted lol Saphy is gonna sleep WELL tonight wait I hear a child crying in the house next door what-
I did 45 minutes of a maths paper before school today! I went on my phone more than I’d like to have done throughout the day though. however, I booked tickets to go see the bezzie with two other bezzies soon! I’m so excited! making plans is fun, I’m feeling busy and that’s nice. I’m looking forward to waking up early again and inshallah being productive in the morning. I finished the book I was reading! onto the next one, it’s for a book club that I haven’t actually attended yet lol, they don’t know I’m part of the book club but I will be a part of the book club soon. gonna do a different maths paper tomorrow hopefully :) I looked at it earlier today though and high key why is it difficult lol, I’ve forgotten so much gcse maths 💀 don’t worry! it’s gonna come back to me inshallah :)) it’s so bedtime bestie why am I awake, gonna wake up in just under 5 hours! time to seize the day and the night! I love you :))
