@saphyy
I found a medium sized patch of mushrooms in my garden, and then just 30 seconds later I couldn’t find them at all. I looked literally everywhere, there’s no way they disappeared completely in the short time it took me to walk from one patch of grass to the other, no way I trampled on them all without knowing, and no way that I made them up, surely. this whole ordeal felt like it would be a chapter in the book I’m reading, I am looking for my reader in the hedges. after 45 minutes of searching to confirm I am not crazy I found one single mushroom, and two tiny broken ones nearby. I am not wholly satisfied with this level of certainty to determine the mushroom truth, but I can’t let my worries and doubts prevent me from going about the rest of my day. the fear that it’s all made up isn’t worth my time.
