I made a replica of my birthday cake the other day for vibes. I haven’t been doing a lot it’s very bad I need to start doing things again. I got a very part time job and it’s legit only on some evenings throughout the week but I’m acting like it’s soOOoO hard and I don’t do like, anything before I head off there. I gotta pattern up I don’t wanna be complacent I want to be doing something I actually enjoy and wantttt to do, and even whilst having this part time job I wanna spend my free time still being productive and doing things I love and feeling like I am progressing in some way, because I very much feel at a standstill right now and it doesn’t feel right.
ME AND MY FRIEND GOT SKZ TIX FOR LONDON NEXT YEARRRER!!! righttttt up at the very top though lol incredibly far away but THE VIBES WILL STILL BE THERE!!! very exciting!!! I am so grateful for my friends, I am so lucky to have such a supportive network around me. my heart feels so full when I think about you all, you make me the happiest :) inshallah good things are to come for all of us :) I love you 🫂🫂🫂
UGH feel like I’m trying to fill a void with socialising and interaction that I can’t even get because I don’t go out and do enough things idk wtf wdym I don’t feel so alive and full of life like I did yesterday??? what do you meannnn. online there is so much opportunity to connect but everyone seems so far away and I am so far removed. I’m out here feeling reliant and dependent on others for emotion even though I had my whole epiphany of oOOooO I can create my own happiness blah blah blah but ngl I just don’t enjoy my own company at the moment.
I FRICKIN LOVE THIS SONG it has been in my head the entireeeee day I am so damn tired guys we woke up at like 4:30am uk time I have hardly slept we took a frickin FLIGHT and since we’ve been back we have been building wardrobes and it is so hot in this damn house and things have gone wrong oop and and and I can’t think I’m exhausted lol Saphy is gonna sleep WELL tonight wait I hear a child crying in the house next door what-
I did 45 minutes of a maths paper before school today! I went on my phone more than I’d like to have done throughout the day though. however, I booked tickets to go see the bezzie with two other bezzies soon! I’m so excited! making plans is fun, I’m feeling busy and that’s nice. I’m looking forward to waking up early again and inshallah being productive in the morning. I finished the book I was reading! onto the next one, it’s for a book club that I haven’t actually attended yet lol, they don’t know I’m part of the book club but I will be a part of the book club soon. gonna do a different maths paper tomorrow hopefully :) I looked at it earlier today though and high key why is it difficult lol, I’ve forgotten so much gcse maths 💀 don’t worry! it’s gonna come back to me inshallah :)) it’s so bedtime bestie why am I awake, gonna wake up in just under 5 hours! time to seize the day and the night! I love you :))
Pretty sure I’ve already posted this before but it deserves to be posted again because OH WOW DOMINO JUST🤌🤌🤌 I AM GONNA DO MY WORK NOW EVERYONE PRAY FOR ME I SACRIFICED KARAOKE FOR THIS
Yesterday we went to a theme park!!! Oh my it was SO FUN haven’t been to one in about a year and wow I needed that thrill it was so exciting we went on sooo many rides man. There were a couple rides that kinda rattled our heads a bit too much but it’s okay. I almost fainted in a queue because it was so hot but then my sister gave me a juice carton and it revived me lol. We packed good ol packed lunches, bagels and animal biscuits ftw. SO MUCH FUN!!! Went with my sister, her friend, and my childhood bezzie :D we had a sing along in the car on the way back and then had pizza for dinner whilst watching bolt. Suchhh a fun day, and later on today me and my sister are going to see stormzy?!?! Talk to y’all soon :D
