@soupsorcerer
confession time: my childhood bestfriend died of gun/gang violence and it hurts so much because he just got started with his life and never was involved in the streets. my other good friend is now in jail with no outside support. life is so unfair and works in such odd ways. i keep spacing out questioning everything. i am not sure how im supposed to reemerge myself into reality and recover from these things. i want to hug both of them to the point where i crush their ribs. why do i always make everything about myself?
