@sonatine
living alone is really chill and all but the one specific thing i miss about living with my family, besides the obvious, are the early mornings where i wake up all groggy and annoyed to be awake and trudge downstairs in the darkness, because in here it’s perpetual darkness from october to april, thinking i’ll be the only one awake at such an early time only to see my dad already up in the kitchen with a small light on, brewing coffee and boiling oatmeal. and if i get lucky he’ll drop me and my friend off to school. in retrospect it seems dumb to be so nostalgic towards these things that seemed so ordinary and miniscule in the moment, especially since i know in the future i’ll be nostalgic towards this era of my life too and i’ll regret living in the past instead of in the moment but i can’t help it!! being sentimental towards everything is an integral part of me!!