i let myself post about missing hyeju every so often and today is one of those days….. i don’t smoke but thinking about hyeju makes me wanna go outside in the cold and smoke a cigarette 🚬🚬i hope it’s better for her now, i really hope she’s doing well, and i’m glad the publicity isn’t such a profound part of her life anymore, but i still really miss her :( it hurts even more when the other members comment that ”she’s probably doing well” meaning that even they don’t know for sure :(((((