@iaintheone
I’m thinking I actually don’t want to go back to uni or the city I was living in and want to radically redirect my life to some more interesting things instead. I’m not sure, I definitely had real reasons for wanting to return and went thru all the trouble, but if I take away egoic desires and women, is there rly anything else? is that my issue? idk I have a couple days to decide and I’d miss quite a few ppl but hmmm maybe need to do sum new! SPONTANEOUS existence?🤔