Loser Monologue

Loser Monologue

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By sign crushes motorist · I'll Be Okay

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Alex

@majrmoves

I’m back home, feeling such a wave of relief and departure from the fucking 3 day depressive episode I was in. I’ve made a full realization: I can’t go back anymore. Last year, I travelled back to my hometown for the summer months I was off from school. I did nothing except get angrier and angrier with myself, my friends, my family, and everything else that made my life what it is. It got to a point where I lost everything, and myself. I lost what I had worked so hard to build when I moved away: a happier life. Why should I keep returning to a place I feel I don’t belong? The answer is obligation, but now I don’t feel the same pull as I used to. If I want to continue growing as a person, I need to continue to look forward, not return to what made me unhappy.