@sherrikeller
this song hits home. the whole month of december is difficult for me. there’s so much celebration going on around me but all i can think of is my dad. my birthday (december 17th), christmas, and new year’s are all spent with a fake smile infront of others and when i’m finally alone, that’s when the mental/emotional breakdown creeps up on me. it’s crazy because this one lyric in the song says “maybe i can make it to at least new year’s eve till i fall on my knees” my dad passed away on new year’s eve and this year will make 4 years since he’s been gone. i love and miss him just the same, if not more. this feeling never goes away (for me atleast), grieving someone you cared about so deeply stays with you for the rest of your life. so my words for you guys are, if your loved ones are still with you, cherish them (especially this holiday season).
