what’s the point.
that’s the thought that constantly looms around my head, the question of my life. without a goal or something to move forward to there is no drive, everyday merges together, the happiness I get through going to a gig or hanging out with a friend is a brief and fleeting moment, it doesn’t provide enough validation to sustain any long term happiness. Just seems like
I’m living day by day, but for what? why move forward? the monotony of life is such a drag where anything I find joy in is eventually trampled by thoughts of loneliness or self loathing. I’ve fallen into a cycle of self deprication that is hard to break out of, I can’t find anytime to work on myself because I lack the energy to care. I just repeat moments where I’ve been stupid and ruined things for myself by not thinking straight, it’s like I want someone to blame but I only blame myself?
I missed the afternoon bopdrop time but ah well I’m just gonna use my morning post for this.
I never really appreciate the Liverpool architecture, but it is really beautiful, we have some really nice buildings here and it’s a great city, I’m lucky to be able to sit here and appreciate it all.
went for a flat viewing with my mate and the place was nice but too like housey for my liking plus it was super expensive a month so not living there. But after that we had some food and then went on this pub crawl I was not ready for… ended up in severe different pubs and I’ve had 8 pints, I’m up at 6:30 for work, which is 5 fucking hours so basically I’m COOKED.
anyyyway! Hope everyone had a nice day, love you all, wishing you the best 💚
What’s everyone’s favourite record label?
Following labels is such a good way to find new music or similar music to stuff you like, really puts you onto so many different artists. I think my favs are either Escho, which is a label based in Copenhagen and they have people like Fine, Smerz, Astrid Sonne, Elias Rønnenfelt, Molina, Snuggle etc, or deadAir that have Jane Remover, By Storm, Quadeca, Kuru etc - they also work with quite a lot of people to release really cool vinyl so that’s pretty dope as well
