Pleasure delayer

Pleasure delayer

BETWEEN FRIENDS

By BETWEEN FRIENDS · Eyes on my baby - Single

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jeta

@persimmon

I love caring and yearning and finding people who bring these feelings out of me, whether they reciprocate them or not. I think part of why I love it so much is because it frees me from the guilt of wondering whether I’m just being nice or pretending to care in a people-pleasing attempt to be liked. When it comes naturally, I don’t have to question whether I’m being sincere. But then I wonder if even that is selfish, because maybe I like caring because it makes *me* feel less guilty. I think I’m holding my own motives to an impossible standard. I’ve somehow turned genuinely caring about people into another thing to feel guilty about.