@andria

the night before my bday was very unusual for me, everything seemed alright. then it hit me. I freaked out. my fam asked what was wrong & going on. but I couldn't find the words. I ran into the bathroom & cried there for hours bc ijdfk. the tears js keep coming. it was exhilarating. I stopped missing everyone. I felt freer. then I remember telling myself, there I am again giving myself a chance, a reason, & comes down to me not being able to tell what is really going on. Idk y I beat myself so much at times, and y I feel so lonely thinking about someone who’s going through the same way I put myself. bc it’s so unfair, man. I thought of the old me. & saw that I was just really trying to survive. I was a kid, a teenager & now doing my best to be an adult. the morning after, a very sunny day! strange bc all of my birthdays used to rain a lot. took that as a sign, to say a beautiful goodbye to whtvr the fck I was baby crying abt. turns out, I just needed that closure with what-had-beens

Beautiful Goodbye Maroon 5

Beautiful Goodbye

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