Bug Like an Angel

Bug Like an Angel

Mitski

By Mitski · The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We

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@andria

doubt my faith in God was strong when my grandma died when I was 11. i’d still pray/ go to church out of practice but it never felt like it came from the core of my being. weeks after her passing, i kept dreaming of her so often my memories blurred into repetition. a priest said dreaming of the deceased could mean they’re asking for prayers or you haven’t let them go. never talked abt my grief but every night i prayed Heaven was everything ppl said it was & she’s there waiting for me.  8 mos later, she appeared in my dream for the last time. i hugged her so tight i forgot she was gone. we played hide n seek. she made me count to 10 but she’s nowhere when i turn around. saw a light from afar but my other living grandma stopped me saying i didn’t need to go. woke up feeling lighter unsure if it’s a disguise for emptiness. for years, i never dreamt of her again. sure a memoir triggered something in my brain cos WDYM im bawling over a moth on my window? (a belief a loved one’s visiting)