@adamdaly231
Is it bad to be jealous and at times even a bit resentful of your brother? We went out as a family today for dinner and he’s sharing how he just came back from France and that he played in Paris and then they went down to Brittany to play this festival, and they did all this and that, and they got paid all this money and they put them up in this house and fed them and gave them all this crazy stuff, and then they’re our talking all to these cool pool from all over the world till the early hours of the morning. Then he’s talking about how he’s gone camping in Scotland and seeing all this cool shit, then how he’s playing Rotterdam for this festival soon and that they’re planning on playing in NYC and just living his best life. And it’s like DAMN, wtf am I doing… like I see the excitement in my Dads face and my mums interest in it all, and I’m just doing nothing, I’m just sat there in silence listening to everything as he’s have the best of time. It’s like I’m a big disappointment.