435. Joined ALPHALAND. Houston era startin off pretty good ngl
Elastic Heart
Sia
By Sia · 1000 Forms of Fear
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Since April is SA awareness month, I came out publicly on Facebook abt the sexual abuse I suffered from my stepdad from the ages of 11-17, & how my mom enabled it & continues to be married to him. I can’t do a long post on here abt it bc of the character limit, but I feel a little more at peace now that I’ve officially come out abt it. Only a handful of ppl in my life actually KNOW abt it & what happened, but now everyone that’s friends w me on fb (including distant family) know more, & I’m crying at the support I’m getting so far. This man interfered w me in my most formative years, & when I finally told my mom at 17 she completely invalidated me, thus altering our relationship forever. I’m a survivor, not a victim.. but it still haunts me to this day how he touched, manipulated & verbally abused me for so long. It fucked me up for life, he was supposed to be a father figure. I hope one day I can fully heal, & I hope my post made other SA victims feel less alone.
i want it, i want my life so bad im doing everything I can you did not break me im still fighting for peace :) — i turn a year older today, tmi(since nobody knows me here) and tw. but im so proud of myself for being here. tb to 2020 when i almost put a stop to it. two years later and im still here, although i can only rely on myself but i believe good things will happen to me too. to more days of seeking happiness in small things :)


